Monday, August 31, 2009

Goodbye August




I can't believe tomorrow is September 1. Of 2009. I don't have much to say about it, except that I just can't believe how the months are slipping by. We're coming into my favorite season - fall! It's not quite the same here without foliage, cool and crisp fall days with strong breeze off the ocean, apple-picking and (soon after) apple cobbler-baking. I'm still excited, though. It's already chilly in the mornings and there's just something invigorating about fall. I love it.

Here are some things I'm working on these next few months:

- taking my daily vitamin
- sleeping more (and not feeling guilty about it)
- read a little of a novel before sleeping each night
- keep focus and efficiency in studying
- make it to trails or the mountains at least 1x every other week
- re-do my resume and begin the internship summer 2010 search.
- cook dinner and make my own coffee (I've been pretty good about this since July)

(fun list)
- pick a pumpkin and carve it
- roast the pumpkin seeds
- make soups and delicious bread to go with it
- go to the Alliance Francaise happy hour French wine and cheese nights
- go to Symphony (The Colorado Symphony Orchestra is starting up soon!)
- do art (find an art class?)
- go to Buddhist meetings (for clarity, simplicity, wisdom and self-awareness)
- drive my car less

See? Won't fall be fun? More to come ... Rabbit rabbit!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Week Runs

Sunday - rest! 0

Monday - 9 at night, felt good and quick.

Tuesday - 7 with Sara in the morning. I got us a little lost, but we found our way back to the Cherry Creek path, phew!

Wednesday - 7 (I switched today with tomorrow, so I could spend more time with Sara.)

Thursday - Wow. Hard to motivate! Got home from the day at 8:00 p.m. and then had to pull it together to run 10. It was already dark when I left and I headed down Cherry Creek path. It's fine for the first 20 min, then you have to go under a series of dark bridges (away from car/foot traffic) and I get a little creeped out. I saw one dude sort of dinking around on his bike with no lights or helmet. Weird. Then, I came face to face with a coyote on the CC path! Eek! I stopped and looked it in the eyes until it went down toward the creek. Sheesh. I turned around but I still needed another 50 minutes! I dwaddled around Wash Park and stuff. Boring. I ate a big dinner and some post-run recovery smoothie so I wouldn't be sore the next morning. 10.

Friday - A mere, uh, 7 hours later a friend and I ran our new found City Loop Park. So great. Training has been much more consistent and fun with people to chit chat with. Go us! 9.

Saturday - Still felt like I hadn't gotten enough sleep or recovery time, but got up at 5ish to meet at 6 at Highline. Got in a great long run with my friend's neighbor. Tee hee - just me and this guy, a 50 year old married with kids tyoe, showed up and ended up running together. So fun to chit chat and talk running (he did a 2:22 marathon back in the day!). Anyway, he's also just a little bit faster than I am, so I felt great getting in a good paced long run. 16

I read that you should do the most running at marathon pace that you can, particularly during your long runs. So, some long runs just slow and easy, but others really try to pick up the pace. I also practiced by taking goo. I am trying to "train smart" by using my little hand-held water bottle, practice taking goo, stuff like that. I really want to do well in Philly so I'm doing all the little things. Well, ahem, almost. I need to work on getting more sleep. But, hey, I feel pretty good with a solid month of training plan behind me. I haven't missed a single day of training [yet?]! I am proud of myself. Hope I don't miss a single day of my little plan! And, I feelt pretty ache-free. Number 1 goal is to get to the marathon healthy. Number 2 goal is to have fun (if you don't have fun, you won't want to do it again!). Goals after that get more superficial (read: time-specific).

My long runs have been feeling easier, my legs are pretty fresh and I'm ready to step up the training (weekly mileage) a bit for the new month ahead. Wow, September already!

Total: 58

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Bailing

What is with everyone bailing on me lately?

Thursday - kid bailed in class on a group project (I only bailed because I thought you guys were going to bail.)

Friday - friend bailed on a morning run (only slept 2 hours)

Saturday - a different friend bailed on a different morning run via text at 5:00 a.m., despite e-mail confirmation at 8:00 p.m. the night before ("I feel like I might be getting sick")

Saturday - a different friend bailed on dinner plans (sick)

Saturday - another person bailed on going to a party tonight ("other plans are going to get in the way")

Yeesh. I'm trying, here, people. This is why I don't want to reach out to people here in Denver! Makes me want to just say 'forget it' and stop trying to make friends. Who need friends, anyway?

Sigh. :/

Friday, August 28, 2009

On the Socratic Method

My Professor started a blog to discuss a movement called "Humanizing Legal Education." I posted this response on it. The original, and her blog, may be found here.

I hope to answer these questions about Socratic method somewhat indirectly by writing about a few things I’ve noticed in being part of the Socratic method of teaching here at law school. As I understand Professor Pollvogt’s definition, a dialogue is a conversation and exchange of ideas between people with a goal of resolving a problem.

First, I don’t think Socratic method allows for a conversation or exchange of ideas. I think it allows the questioner (a professor) to put forth his or her own ideas. Sometimes the professor’s ideas are expressed by the professor. Sometimes, the professor’s ideas are stated by the student. This happens when the professor’s questions are so pointed that they are actually simply a statement with the intent to get students to “participate” by giving them the chance to answer the obvious: ‘Yes’ or ‘The holding of the case is….’ When Socratic method is used, I hardly ever get to express my ideas, because I am only allowed to answer the question I am asked. When we students aren’t given the opportunity to express our ideas or engage in a professional discussion, how could it possibly be a dialogue or true exchange of ideas?

Second, I don’t think Socratic method in law school reaches a resolution. From my perspective, we aren’t presented with clear pictures of the problems. Why not? I speculate that professors don’t want to seem as if they aren’t experts or don’t have a professional stance on issues. In that vein, rather than present impartial, equally-powerful, legal rational for all sides of an issue (problem) and then turn it over to the class for debate, professors argue for a position (resolution) and then use Socratic method to dare the class to challenge his or her position. What may be worse than the abuse of the Socratic method, though, is that the professors tend to meld the issue (problem) with their position (resolution). I often leave class struggling to identify what the issue was and whether the professor’s position was merely a personal/professional opinion or actually the undisputed, resolved Black-letter-law.

Finally, a few thoughts on Socratic method. When done poorly, it’s patronizing, condescending and a waste of time. Many times I have sat through classes where Socratic method was used to review the facts, holding, reasoning and procedural posture of the case. Why did I do the reading if we painstakingly were going to review it for the first hour of class? What was I learning from the professor, if I had already learned everything being said in class from doing the reading? Why was I sitting in class, or, why did I even bother doing the reading? I find it patronizing that professors think I don’t (can’t?) understand the basic facts and holding of a case. I find it condescending when professors are visibly shocked that a student could possibly have such an insightful comment. Or, when professors say things like, “I have never thought of that before” or ” I’ve never heard that in all my years of teaching.” In one class during my 1L year, if a student had a particularly impressive comment, the professor would not attempt to provide further insight, but rather would restate the student’s comment in his own words, presenting it to the class as if he, the professor, had thought of it himself. It seems like Socratic method would be better served if used to delve into the big-picture concepts or flesh out the unwritten assumptions instead of using it to do book review-like case summaries.

I think Socratic method could be great. I think it should be a part of legal education. It has the potential of teaching through showing, by walking students through logical steps so that students may arrive at a WHAT with a solid understanding of the WHY. I’m just not convinced that professors use Socratic method purposefully in legal education.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

a word or two with you

When I was young, I was always told to look up words when I'm reading. I don't remember that I paid heed to the suggestion, but now I do. I love words, their etymology, and learning some symbolic connection between sound, evolution, meaning and sight of a word. Here are some good words to mull over that I've come across lately. Okay, the last one I just put on there because I love it and want everyone else to love it, too:

kaffeklatsch
- kaf·fee·klatsch
(kŏf'ē-klăch', -kläch', kô'fē-)

n.

1. A casual social gathering for coffee and conversation.


megalomania - meg·a·lo·ma·ni·a (mĕg'ə-lō-mā'nē-ə, -mān'yə)

n.

  1. A psychopathological condition characterized by delusional fantasies of wealth, power, or omnipotence.
  2. An obsession with grandiose or extravagant things or actions.


diphthong - dif-thawng

n.
A complex speech sound or glide that begins with one vowel and gradually changes to another vowel within the same syllable, as (oi) in boil or (ī) in fine.



philosophy - φιλοσοφία [Greek] "phil - o- sophia"

n.
1. love of wisdom

2. the rational investigation of the truths and principles of being, knowledge, or conduct.

3. a system of principles for guidance in practical affairs.

4. investigation of the nature, causes, or principles of reality, knowledge, or values, based on logical reasoning rather than empirical methods.

5. the critical analysis of fundamental assumptions or beliefs.

6. the discipline comprising logic, ethics, aesthetics, metaphysics, and epistemology.

7. a system of values by which one lives.