Monday morning

1. Obsessed with Amy Winehouse. She was very talented.

2. So happy it's raining. Finally.

3. Going to be a good week ... I hope!

Rainy Sunday

Today it's drizzling here, which for Denver, is as rainy as it gets. I've been at the library for 5 hours, but I'm heading home to do work there. Not much else to report, except that I went for a nice walk last night. Denver's so quiet and there are a couple streets with fantastic, beautiful houses.

I listened to this RadioLab show the other day on "Falling." There was one story on it that was so sad! It's about a guy who has face agnosia (an inability to recognize faces) and how he and a girl fell in love, and then out of it. You can find it here. It's the second story, approximately minute 10 to minute 20. The part that really struck me as sad starts at about 19:35 to 21:00. Check it out if you have 10 minutes.

Small World story

So, there I was this morning on my way to my grandmother's for lunch and an afternoon visit. It was actually raining out this morning, a welcome change from the oppressively hot, humid D.C. weather. I made a quick stop off at the Firehook Bakery because I like to bring little cookie and scone treats for Grandma (she needs fattening up!). Of course I was running a little late, as usual, when I ran down the stopped escalator down to red line at Dupont. I get into the train, which is surprisingly packed for a weekend. I figure I'll try to get a seat somewhere in the middle because I'm going all the way to the last stop and won't need to push through to get off mid-way. I excuse myself to get by the crowd. Well! I see one empty seat - lucky me - and beeline toward it. Next to the empty seat is an attractive, my-age-ish guy who is smiling at me and patting the seat. He looks at me and says, "There's a seat for you right here" ... it was my friend, Max! Max is the high school friend of my dearest college friend. They went to high school together in Israel. He was born in Egypt, lived everywhere, does International Development theater work and last was living in Sudan. I last saw him about a month ago at our mutual dear friend's wedding in Philadelphia. Turns out, he was just here in town for the weekend or something and was going to some theater plays his friends were in. How crazy is that! We happened to be in the same city, going in the same direction, on the same train, in the same car at the same time. Small world. He said he lives "nowhere" now, was just working on a farm in PA for awhile and is possibly heading back to Sudan soon.

On one hand, I felt like, See! I have so many friends here in the city that I "run into" people randomly. Of course, it was especially nice to run into Max. I always have a particular soft spot for Max because he is such a good friend of my dear friend. I also partly have a soft spot for Max because he and I seem to have similar careers and lifestyles. But, on the other hand, somehow there was something about running into Max that made me pensive and feel a bit sad. As if, out of the whole city, the only person I know is a chance encounter with a friend of a friend. Both of us just passing each other by. We have just 3 stops together before one of us is off in another direction again. And, neither of us actually has a permanent life here, or really anywhere. It was all so quick. Pretty much like all of the times I've been around Max, there was not (will there ever be?) enough time to get to talk about the real things in life.

Isn't that weird, though? Running into someone I know made me feel independent in a small world, and yet immensely alone in a large world. Who knows, maybe it was just the dreary Saturday morning rain...

Thursday Thunderstorm

Walked home from work in the rain today (thankfully I packed my umbrella this morning). I liked it! It seems like it doesn't rain much in Denver because it's either snow or sun. It really felt like summer, though. Thunder, lightening, rain with sun off in the distance. The air was warm and I was still wearing short sleeves. Ahhhh, now if I can just finish this paper and move ON with my life. I'm at 1,064 words. Counting down 'til 2,000 (or however long it takes me to say what I have to say). What do I have to say?